Paul Russell Quotes

Why not simply surrender to one’s doom, since one was so clearly, so spectacularly, doomed?
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Our students didn’t used to come from such damaged families,” Louis mused. “It’s true what they say. This country really is coming apart at the seams.
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The angel descended when you were least expecting it. Tracy felt something quietly go click in his despairing heart.
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My darlings! You can hardly expect an aged crone like me to mar such a lovely event. No, I shall remain here and knit shadows. Now go forth and shine bravely, and think of nothing but love.
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That’s the way Chris lives, warning everyone who gets close of the lightning that may strike. Never touch anything, never make a mark. But Anatole can’t live that way. The world’s too lonely a place: he has to touch things, he has to put his arms around them.
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Absolutely, love matters,” she reiterated. “We forget that at our own risk.
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You get exactly what you want, Anatole’s always suspected, only when you get it it’s no longer what you want, you need something else.
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He wanted to toast mad idealism, forbidden desires, the dreams that drove one to criminal acts. He wanted, quite starkly, oblivion.
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Tracy had never been so conscious of the sky above the earth, the dangerous clouds that gathered there, the way humans lived beneath such grandeur and threat every moment of their lives.
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Shirtless, they’d stretch out in the long grass and take the healing brunt of a noontime sun that gave no clue of the thunderheads it already, in secret, had begun to breed.
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If certain places you came to in life felt right, then how many others were just as clearly the wrong place to be?
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Still, the illusion of love had, in its time, led to stranger depravities.
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It is Halloween,” he explains coyly. “I wanted to come out as something beautiful. None of this witch stuff for me. My God, don’t we spend our whole life as witches?
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Do you even know what gay stands for? Well, let me tell you. G-A-Y. Got Aids yet?
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Love loves anarchy. It loves to wreak havoc. It loves to dance atop the ruins.
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Despite his care, Reid was still playing with fire, the kind that could without warning sheathe one’s whole life in irreversible conflagration.
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Was it a form of madness, no longer to be able to trust your sense of things? To be betrayed by decisions apparently arrived at carefully and through reason, but really no more than marauding appetites cunningly tricked out as reasonable choices?
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There was no denying it. Boys grabbed him. Their loveliness tore him apart. The world was a wonder after all.
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There’s always people looking the other way when the miracles take place, people who want only a good night’s sleep when the stars are dancing, comets falling, the angels leaning low out of midnight with their trumpets, their cantatas of longing.
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When he got a story urge, there was nothing to do but grab a pen and write. Otherwise it was too much like getting a hard-on and not jerking off.
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And now none of it could be undone. That was the exquisite irony: the act that had undone everything could not itself be undone.
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The universe loves irony even more than it loves futility.
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People always knew more than you gave them credit for. Perhaps, in the end, no one had any secrets at all.
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Did one learn or was one shaped?
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Louis thought he would be all for a back-to-the-basics drive in education: a teacher, an olive tree, a bit of midday wine (the Greeks had watered theirs down to keep their heads lucid), and, last but not least, six or seven eager and receptive youths seated at one’s feet.
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As long as we do violence to other animals, we’ll keep on doing violence to ourselves.
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I’ll put it to you simply: love is the enemy. That’s my conclusion. We should all live in our little monk cells and never venture out ...
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Class, she reminded herself, was the real marker in America.
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Waiting, he thought, was the most miserable condition a man could find himself in. His whole life, he had been waiting for one thing or another.
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If I’ve learned one thing, it’s that the unfortunate thing about life is that everything’s mixed. There’s no absolute good and there’s no absolute evil. There’s just a lot of confusion.
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When you get right down to it, we don’t ever want to know one another too well. We want there to be that mystery. Where there’s mystery, there’s hope.
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To speak a language that was as intimate and free as certain dreams, saying darkly, thrillingly, My cock inside of you. Your come in my mouth ... He focused on the boy’s slim, tight hips; with the tip of his tongue he tasted an asshole’s bitter, forbidden mystery.
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I’m talking about other kinds of hunger. Desire.
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All desire, Tracy had had occasion since to think, is to some degree monstrous.
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And Chris remembers: what they used to talk about was desire. Impossible, longing dreams. Delirious, aching confusion. That was the vital element they lived off … because it was the one thing that mattered. Not things, or achievements, or politics, or fracking or anything else: just sweet naked blameless unending desire.
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It was a failure of pedagogical nerve, she reminded herself, to give up on a student.
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The past is the past. It’s the present we should worry about.
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But men are such strange creatures, really. I think most of them would rather we weren’t around at all, so they could just spend time mooning over each other. Hero worship and all that stuff.
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The body was an organic machine, period, and God was a figment of its fitful imagination.
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Just because you pretend the universe doesn't have teeth doesn't mean you won't get eaten in the end.
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Education teaches children to lose interest in what matters most to them.
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Were archaeologists really such a sex-starved lot as all that? Did pigs really sweat?
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I think good conversation is really the best form of sex.
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There must have been a time, before Internet porn, when there wasn’t a script. Nowadays, everybody knows exactly how sex is supposed to go.
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For eventually one gets over reality’s affront to one’s innocence. One grows accustomed to the melancholy fact that we all sell ourselves at one time or another, that whoring is the dirty little secret of our success as human beings.
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Still, for all that, her life had lacked passion. The demons had never come for her.
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Soon would come the night in which there was no more work – not the work of the hands, nor the work of the mind, nor the work of the heart.
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Was there anything quite so painful, so fraught with the possibilities of hurt, as gift giving within a family?
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Chris is a little ashamed of having once fallen for him: it makes him sad how everything changes, how ruthless the heart can be.
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