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People ask why my brother killed himself. “Why would such a gifted journalist, whose works have won all the prizes in the world, do such a thing?” “He had so many friends, why would he want to leave them?” “But what about all he had to live for?” In a short space of time, I had a drawerful of articles wirtten by reporters pondering the death of one who, like them, made a living out of trying to sort out the truth, separating fact from conjecture. They were hell-bent on making sense out of this event.When they phoned, I told them they were going to fail. I told them that the problem with suicide is that it is a senseless event. There is no why.But of course that’s wrong. There are numerous whys, though it’s almost impossible, or unlikely that any single one of them is “the answer” that people want to hear.
