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Image of the quote is loading... SaveSave I wondered what it would be like to be just myself all the time, but my self seemed to be far away, and made up of all sorts of things that didn't really exist. - Quote by Jane Devin

I wondered what it would be like to be just myself all the time, but my self seemed to be far away, and made up of all sorts of things that didn’t really exist.

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